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[Jun. 4th, 2006|02:51 am] |
my name is danny. i want to write this. to kinda put a final chapter up of what my life was.
I'm not gonna cop out with any song lyrics.
I use to live and breath for you, my mind fucked up as usual and i got caught up in some things i never wanted to even think of, I still loved you. and everyone knew it, even if i told them i didnt, they knew.
it took so long. but i figured out what i wanted. and even tho it took me long, you still wanted it.
but you hide anything thats real. at least i think you do.
if your reading this, its after our phone convorsation.
I dont think theres much for me to say for you, you are what you hate.
I wish i could say i love you, to me, you are not honest.
you come to me about 3 weeks ago with some shit about how you wanted things to change,
and then simply change your mind a week later.
Im sorry to people who wont understand this.
I dont feel much of anything. i wish i could be some amazing guy that everybody wanted to be around, but im not. not even close.
up until tonight. i lived for you.
now i live for my little brother, my sister, Jimmy and my mom and dad.
i guess you got to good for me, and for my love.
because u block me out now, unless you need me.
and you use me for the times u do need me.
because im the only person who can calm you down, when youre nervous and scared.
and im the only person who really knows you in this life.
I think i taught you a lot, but now youve shown me, that you really didnt learn any of the good qualitys i tryed to show.
only the bad.
which they're are many.
even I, dont desearve this from you.
if youre reading this, i'm already gone.
i hope everything you did was worth it.
goodbye. |
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